In a devastating turn of events, Lemmy discovered only two days earlier that he had a very aggressive form of cancer which only took 48 hours to take his life. For those who don't know much about Lemmy and Motorhead, please don't be fooled into thinking that his advanced years meant that Motorhead were a spent force. They were still touring, still rocking out across the planet and had a UK tour planned for 2016 as well as a Download Festival slot. Even at 70 Lemmy was determined to keep the Motorhead train going.
The outpouring of grief from the rock and metal community shows just what an impact Lemmy had on the current music scene. I was lucky enough to see Motorhead three times live and will never forget the effect they had on my love of rock music (as well as the effect they had on my hearing!). The first time I saw them was in 2007 as they toured the UK with Alice Cooper and Joan Jett. They hit the stage and I couldn't believe the sheer ferocity and force that they had. I knew I was in the presence of rock royalty and soaked it all in. With a lot of bands and singers, they are trying to impress you. You've paid your hard earned money to watch them perform and you deserve to see a good show. In the case of Motorhead however it's somehow the other way around. Lemmy (and indeed the entire band) have performed for so long and released so much material that it is they who demand respect. I always remember with amusement Lemmy telling a tame Newcastle crowd that night that they "weren't as loud as Manchester!" Almost any other group or singer would have been booed offstage. Lemmy had earned the right to be ballsy and demand something more from every crowd he performed in front of.
I was also lucky enough to see Motorhead twice more; once at the Download Festival and once more in Newcastle City Hall. Both times the band were an unstoppable juggernaut of noise who could more than keep up with the younger bands on the bill. That last time at City Hall I looked around during their encore and saw a loyal, hardcore group of fans. Some had their shirts off dancing like crazy while others were bashing into each other so hard I thought they'd shatter into millions of pieces. That was a Motorhead gig. It was loud, it was vibrant, it was rock and roll.
It feels weird to come to terms with the fact that I'll never see Lemmy perform live again. It may surprise some to hear that the performance of his that I'll always remember wasn't even with Motorhead. At the same Download Festival in 2010 I also saw Slash perform on the main stage. As well as the obligatory Guns N' Roses classics, he also performed tracks from his debut solo album which hadn't long been out. My personal favourite track from that album? 'Doctor Alibi'; a collaboration between Slash and Lemmy. You can imagine my excitement when Lemmy joined Slash on stage to perform the song. It had never happened before and unless I'm misinformed it never happened again. A moment in time with one of my favourite guitarists and one of rock's great icons.
As I awoke to the news of Lemmy's passing, I immediately thought of two things. The first was a quote from his autobiography 'White Line Fever' that stuck with me over the years.
In my life so far, I have discovered that there are really only two kinds of people: those who are for you, and those who are against you. Learn to recognize them, for they are often and easily mistaken for each other.Not only did it stick with me as truly great advice but it (as the whole of 'White Line Fever') gave a great insight into a very public figure. Lemmy lived life to the full but was very intelligent and articulate. I recommend you read the book to see what I mean. It's a great read for even a casual Motorhead fan.
The second thing that sprung to mind was a subtle lyric change to Motorhead's biggest hit 'Ace of Spades'. At least two times that I saw them live as well as on an advert for Kronenbourg 1664, one line was changed; perhaps as a wry wink at Lemmy still standing tall despite decades of excess:
That's the way I like it baby I don't wanna live forever... but apparently I amThe true irony of that line today isn't that Lemmy is no longer with us. The irony is in that Lemmy will always be with us. A pioneer that inspired the likes of Metallica and Foo Fighters while continuing to rock out to a whole new generation of fans. There's simply no way that Lemmy will ever go quietly.
RIP Lemmy. Thanks for being you.

























